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In the Dream

by Estee

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1.
Cheekbones 03:56
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Is there someone, someone new? I can feel a conflict in you Don't you wanna try to see this through? Is it something that I've done? Have we fallen out of touch? Have you fallen out of love? And I can still feel the rush The warm of us, and I don't want to move on Are you leaving? Are you staying? I've never felt this desperation Are you thinking, are you dreaming of the way the light falls on her... Cheekbones? Cheekbones, Cheekbones, Cheekbones So demanding never gratified Never enough, never satisfied Drinking up love trying to reach that high And I get chills, envy fills me baby When I see your fingers on her skin Are you leaving? Are you staying? I've never felt this desperation Are you thinking, are you dreaming of the way the light falls on her? Got a new infatuation, never felt this desperation Trying to catch a glimpse of the way the light dances across her, oh, Cheekbones, cheekbones, cheekbones
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Forever 03:28
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Waiting for the sun to rise in route on downtown mornings A momentary lapse of mind Benefiting none of us to keep commiserating But we weren't content at the time Keep a straight face, can't let you see emotion Just like strangers passing by New phase, I'm moving on and I see our only option was goodbye I can't take the highs, the dream of us is so deceiving I can't fake or cry, can't pretend that I didn't know that it would be this way Trying to collect the times and hold them 'til my heart stops beating Forever... Time will tell the rhyme or reason why we were together I think back to when you were all I had to hold When I'm already feeling good and watching the sky moving Reminds me of when we were gold But the moon phase, it comes and goes and we aren't, The only two watching the tides Rogue wave, so unpredictable it floods my senses everytime I can't take the highs, the dream of us is so deceiving I can't fake or cry, can't pretend that I didn't know that it would be this way Trying to collect the times and hold them 'til my heart stops beating When I think about how we could be how we were I rewind, And hold you 'til my heart stops beating, beating Forever...
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Nature 03:39
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(All my love, all my love) Shadows dancing on the wall Traces of our bodies in candlelight exposing all Tattoos of our insecurities When we were young and stumbling teaching each other what we need In mid-spin, this whirlwind, you go first then I'll jump in I surrendered my love to you Don't you let this grow cold, it took so long to go down this road I don't want us to stop, my love I'm running laps, the drug in my veins I keep circling back Your loving, I need it, I inhale that My nature to give all I have My nerves lighting up with all that you do From deep in my core static through to you My nature to give all my love to you Devotion, a taste another touch A chance to show you all the ways I could let you feel my love Your affection, an ocean I'm floating You touched my heart and you turned it golden Just a taste, sugar sugar, you know that you're the sweetest thing My love, you take me higher Nothing could cool my desire, you set my love on fire You know you're all I need, my love I'm running laps, the drug in my veins I keep circling back Your loving, I need it, I inhale that My nature to give all I have My nerves lighting up with all that you do From deep in my core static through to you My nature to give all my love to you
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In the Dream 03:31
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I am letting go, steady breath and pulse Growing stronger, we're unstoppable (Keep your head up) Out in the unknown so much is in you Momentum speeds up when you're close to your truth Trust in your vision don't give into resistance or let it win The pace is right and you know you won't fall Love is in you and you've got it all I don't want to think about the whys and the what-ifs anymore Fear has no place here Near the dream that I am trying to live Holding on tight, afraid to lose control Now I'm free-falling and it's the warmest I've ever been Love consumes I am letting go, steady breath and pulse Growing stronger, we're unstoppable Out in the unknown so much is in you Momentum speeds up when you're close to your truth I don't want to think about the whys and the what-ifs anymore Cause fear has no place here Near the dream that I am trying to live Frozen in time, was too scared to let go Now I'm free-falling and it's the warmest I've ever been We don't need to make sense of everything Love consumes, love consumes, love consumes
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High 04:36
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Salt-stained windows into your being Moments fleeting, wrap me up Kiss my skin and the earth was breathing Memorizing the tides retreating in the sun I found truth loving you, circles and shades of blue I found truth loving you, circles and shades of blue I'm flying I am high, I'm flying I am high on all of you Engulfed in golden skies, can you feel the light I see in you? Our bodies interlaced, I'm crashing in your waves, I am brand new I'm flying I am high, I'm flying I am high on all of you Crashing in your waves, wrap your warmth around me Rising in the mist, circles where we're free Reservoir deep you touched the bottom Fused the cracks of, I am one Emerald eyes, fingertips of fire Veins of lighting, tonic touch Uninhibited, whole and sacred, with you Fully giving in to reality fulfilling my fantasies Circles, where we're free I'm flying I am high, I'm flying I am high on all of you Engulfed in golden skies, can you feel the light I see in you? I'm crashing your waves, our bodies interlaced, I am brand new I'm flying I am high, I'm flying I am high on all of you Crashing in your waves, wrap your warmth around me Rising in the mist, circles where we're free
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Broken Glass 03:45
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Photographs stained black, I can't get the time back Memories pixelated and blurred a bit so my mind can tolerate it Boxes all taped shut, my windows rolled up Your love always eluded so I fought for it harder But it slipped through my hands like wine, like water All the smoke, all the mirrors, the lies No holding back this broken glass is all that I have And how I failed in all that time All I tried to mend you back The stars they crossed us and now I'm lost, all alone, it's cold But while I combust, you're at your calmest, All alone Heart strings all tattered, hardened from the pattern You strike me with fists and I'm blue But your words do the worst You feign your regret, I give in to forgiveness A novelty is all you see, not a feeling person, a soul that you have been hurting The stars they crossed us and now I'm lost, all alone, it's cold But while I combust, you're at your calmest, All alone All the smoke, all the mirrors, the lies No holding back this broken glass is all that I have And how I failed in all that time, all I tried to mend you back All the smoke, all the mirrors, the lies No holding back this broken glass is all that I have And how I failed in all that time
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Daisy 03:53
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Raindrops, daisy in the bud Falling hard, trying to retreat Bending underneath the weight of all the debris from you chaos And I'm not even sure if I've ever known love I am craving a metamorphosis I've been hiding from the light in my veins Suffocating my flames, refusing to bloom And there's a thousand reasons I could reconcile why I can't seem to get up, seem to give up on you But bones will heal the bricks are broken Veins of steel the heart lays open Fighting to keep me from closing my doors again And I am small but my mind's steady I will let go when I'm ready to find a place I can call my own Daisy blooming in the summer sun Feel the threatening of a harsh wind but I won't retreat I'm nervous, I fear that all the depths of me might not be very pretty And to be alone I've been hiding from the light in my veins Suffocating my flames, refusing to bloom And there's a thousand reasons I could reconcile why I can't seem to get up, seem to get up and move Bones will heal the bricks are broken Veins of steel the heart lays open Fighting to keep me from closing my doors again I am small but my mind's steady I will let go when I'm ready to find a place I can call my own Daisy, daisy, daisy, daisy, ooh daisy
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Blind 03:38
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I found my way through your garden gates It's lush in its way, now I know what it means to love I've been tamed I'll do what you say Who do you love? What do you want? I'll be anyone It's a dream come true, young and wild with you I can't hide, all the stars surrounding I'm in awe of the way they're shaping these lines Crossing through our eyes to meet I-I I'm blind, I'm blind I'll be your Eve and you'll plant your seed Dashed hopes vacancy, abounding, teeming, lavish, redeemed Completing, circle of being I want to be the depth in your seas, anchor down your everything And I'm saving all the love I've got It's wrapped up tight for you And I'm biding my days, I'm exercising my restraint but I want to give it all to you It's a dream come true, young and wild with you I can't hide, all the stars surrounding I'm in awe of the way they're shaping these lines Crossing through our eyes to meet Fall into my arms, I will keep you warm safe inside It's okay to let go, no reason to hide I'm all yours, I love it when you lo-love me and we're ru-running into the unknown of life Ooh ooh It's a dream come true, young and wild with you I can't hide, all the stars surrounding I'm in awe of the way they're shaping these lines Crossing through our eyes to meet I-I I'm blind, I'm blind Ooh, I'm blind, I'm blind
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Low 03:43
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Would you own all these things that you've done all these years behind walls? Could you? Jagged throne, I sit here alone surrounded I'm so tired of being home And I can't, no I can't stay I've got to get away from you somehow before I drown And I love you just the same, but I need to be okay And that means leaving you for now But you, you, you pushed me down The silence is so loud, your back is cold And the sun, the sun is shining so hard to warm your buried heart You'll lose the love that you withhold And I, I get high, I get high, I get low I, I get high, I get high, I get low You, you, you pushed me down The silence is so loud, your back is cold And the sun, the sun is shining so hard to warm your buried heart You'll lose the love that you withhold And I, I get high, I get high, I get low I, I get high, I get high, I get low
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Dance with Me 03:35
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Out in the darkness, under the stars, I feel free Silver glow moonlight, lift me up sky-high Roaming a dream [Chorus] Dance with me, forget all your worries We don't gotta waste no time Dance, just forget all your worries We don't gotta waste not time The space in us filled with love A soul's reflection in another heart Out in the crowd we're walking on clouds, our hearts beat bright Fingertips aligned, kissing my skin high, you have the light And we will run through the sand hand in hand This life is young and I don't need no plans [Repeat Chorus] Dance with me forget all your worries, We don't gotta waste no time Dance, just forget all your worries, We don't gotta waste no time And we will jam to the band hand in hand This life is young and I don't need no plans

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released April 4, 2020

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Estee is a chillwave/pop artist pulling inspiration from late 70's and early 80's r&b, downtempo, darkwave, and dream pop.

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